#introductions Show more
Hi! I'm Ray. I was born "Robert Mock" and still use that name with some folks. You are welcome to use either name, though I mostly use "Ray" around here.
I am agendered, nonbinary. Please use they/them pronouns when referring to me. Pansexual, but those thoughts will mostly be relegated to my After Dark account - message me if you would like a link.
I make videogames! I will mostly talk about feelings and shitpost here, though. Check out @bowlercaptain if that's more your speed.
sleep Show more
Hmmmmmmmm I wake up, open masto, and recognize an old still-loaded toot marked... 6h ago. Hm. I think perchance my sleep ended a tad early.
maths Show more
Like I feel like solving the graceful tree conjecture is a basic-ish algorithm question.
Given just the nodes containing the first item, the last item, some target item, and the assumption that the current tree is graceful, I bet you could swap things around so the new amended tree is graceful. Might require shifting every number or every number below/above your target by one, but that would preserve all the differences, so.
Should give this a shot on paper tomorrow.
horror (2/2) Show more
This, of course, also happens to the player, leaving their member about and dangerous on the next run.
The ultimate goal of the game, though this may not be obvious at first, is to find letters scattered around the map, and then read them aloud in front of a member of pain (without getting killed by it... somehow) which 'proves' the letter, and removes a slot for a member pf pain to spawn. (I bet this means that the bigger, tougher members spawn first now, because game progression. Ah well.)
horror (1/2) Show more
You wander around a map, collecting points of interest by 'scanning' them with binoculars - and presumably picking up resources too, though I never got to.
Various zombies and traditional monsters are also on the map, and will try to chase you down like normal. However, everything that dies sooner or later becomes a "member of pain" - a far more eldritch resurrection of the body, done with no respect for the original geometry/anatomy. Smudge-tooled goop creatures.
silly complaining Show more
Also I already exercised which means I can't go exercise
I mean I guess props to me for wanting to? But HECK.
silly complaining Show more
Now my roommate is running d&d campaigns onall three of their days off
Meaning that the audio space in our living room is unavailable and also I don't have the privacy to do either of the things that I need privacy for
I am antsy and potentially bored
negativity Show more
Wikia, now known as Fandom, founded by *Jimmy Whales*?!?!
Okay either he'd be ashamed of the advertising shitfest it's become today or I'm ashamed of him.
food Show more
Apparently an entire forgin' hunk of ham is really cheap
by the pound it was 1/6.4 the price compared to sliced deli meat. Still precooked and way superior imo. Definitely more annoying to try to carve up, but damn it if I don't have HAM.
food Show more
Tried milk kefir for the first time tonight.
kefir review: It tastes like fuckin' yogurt.
That's the entire review. Is that a good thing? Well, do you want to drink yogurt? I do, but I like yogurt. There's a reason they sell this stuff in fruit flavors, for the same reason they sell yogurt in fruit flavors. It's milky but it's sour as fuck
Hm. Felt an urge to not talk to that person, which is concerning. I say to myself I want to be alone with my thoughts so I can write. I think I felt the pull of another wasted evening, given what the talking came along with.
but the act of not wanting to talk to someone makes me suspicious - that's what depression do to you, and it's good at disguise checks
I'm watching you, me!
weird dumb music meme Show more
you can draw a straight line along the cheeriness axis from The Mountain Goats through Tally Hall to They Might Be Giants
CHANGE MY MIND
self Show more
In any case. The best I can do in this day is end it early. I woke up today afterthe sun went down, and that is too late. Too late when things are scheduled for the next two days, anyway.
meta thoughts Show more
Maybe the answer is to ape Neil Cicierega's style. Post jokes. Be entertaining. But if something is real and meaningful, hold onto it a bit longer. Let it stew for a bit and grow in size
But maybe that's rumination. Maybe that's how wallowing and stagnation is born.
But motion in these tiniest of bursts also leads to stagnation, I worry.
You're all gonna be in my experimental film.
Pronouns: they/them most of the time. Fluid.
Like @bowlercaptain except queer
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