how to destroy angels @vantablack@cybre.space

I spend way too much time on mastodon

I wonder why the fuck it takes me so long to get anything done, then I realize every task I complete is punctuated with at least forty minutes of shitposting

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just one hour and ten minutes more of this

just two more hours of this

can't wait to get home at like 2:50 am and smoke a bowl and stay up until 5 am decompressing

on my last 10

think i'll ask my dad if it's possible for me to be jobless for a little while while i search for a better job

he'll probably say no, but it's worth a shot

that way i actually have time and energy to look

maybe he'll say yes if i just explain it well enough

probably not, but still

HALFWAY THROUGH MY 30

just four and a half more hours of this

on my 30

they've had me working 6 or 7 days a week for months now

when the fuck am i supposed to job search? go to interviews?

there was a stretch when i worked 7 days a week for like a month or two straight

this is killing me

i don't know what else to say

it's just wearing me down so much

if i don't escape this job soon there's no telling how i'll break down

and adding HRT to the mix is a fucking wild card

i don't know what to do

after all is said and done, i have no free time or energy left after work to look for another job

i'm trapped here, suffering

work is hell :(

sTeVeN UnIvErSe fUtUrE

i'm so tired of work

so, so tired

will having my phone playing music in the bathroom while the shower is on hurt my phone? if i have the fan on so the steam won't mess with it?

all i wanted was ONE goddamn day off this week and he couldn't even give me that

okay eating finished

time to get ready

my shift today ends at 2:30 am

ugh work :( :( :(

right after i finish eating this i have to shower and start getting ready

i hate work so. much.