cold & black & infinite @vantablack@cybre.space

FINISHED SEWING MY HAT FINISHED SEWING MY HAT FINISHED SEWING MY HAT

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hello! i am now taking commissions for freelance video editing work

i have ten years of experience

if you've ever seen that "CYBERPUNK IS NOW" video, i'm the one who made that

you can view my portfolio at https://verticallyalignedcarbonnano.tube

boosts much appreciated for obvious reasons!!!

I spend way too much time on mastodon

I wonder why the fuck it takes me so long to get anything done, then I realize every task I complete is punctuated with at least forty minutes of shitposting

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https://cybre.space/media/dQpEem7fMTVRfMZwnco

oh well

whatever

nevermind

did i drunkenly delete my whole-ass discord account earlier out of spite and sorrow? yep

oops lol

stoned and feelin good

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you could do anything
you could do anything
you could do anything
you could do anything
you could do anything
you could do anything
you could do anything
you could do anything

i didn't write it instead of one of the other three states

i wrote it in its own little box as the fourth state

as, like, the fourth state of matter

because i knew shit from the next year

and it pissed that teacher off SO MUCH

if you want an illustration of how much the american school system praises obedience over, like, actual fucking learning...

in like the 4th grade i remember having a science exam and getting fucking sent to the principal's office because i wrote in "plasma" under "what are the three states of matter?"

are you alone?
are you alone?

this is like the digital equivalent of patching a hole in a pair of jeans lol

oops i meant to have this as a thread

thread continued here: https://cybre.space/@vantablack/107120259812003801

smile

new game plan

eat food

then drink

except

i already tried that earlier

i just ended up feeling sick then falling asleep

just like when i tried yesterday and the same thing happened

i think i need more food in me first

oh neat we have literally zero bandaids or other medical supplies so if i decide to go all slicey slicey shit's gonna get infected and i'll be all itchy

so much for that plan

i guess i'll just get really fucking drunk instead

yeah that works

if anyone needs to message me: i don't know maybe go fuck yourself instead

it's done

wondering if maybe i should just delete my whole discord account

not getting much use out of it these days, i don't see the point in keeping it -- it just serves as a reminder of times passed

who would win in a fight

i'm a voice chat addict who's one week sober and nothing else fills the void