I requested she be cremated and ashes be sent to me (the owner just left her at the vet's it seems), also x-rays, and autopsy results, so I am hoping to at least eventually understand what happened.
At the very least she will be close to me again.
This feeling that I failed her... horribly... terminally... and that it cost her her precious life will be with me forever.
After something like that, how do you trust anyone enough to send another dog from your care?
