spdrcstl @spdrcstl@cybre.space

every day i have rando rightwingers encounter my posts on twitter i think how "social media thats accessible to entire public userbase" is really not a thing i want as much anymore.

(not that mastodon is actually that different in that regard i think?)

lol lmao this is very funny in hindsight given how 2020 went. i am happier on average though at least

time to refresh my masto account lol

Phew false alarm, he didn't buy the $10 bundle but only one of the games at $3 (not mine). Safe

apparently Jonathan Blow played & streamed the collection of games I just released something for..... mixed reactions

have you heard the good news? jesus died on the cross for your cringe!

Ahhhhhhh I just want to scream out the window and go meet friends and hug someone is that too much to ask

And then like... I feel guilty for being able to hide at home whilst slowly the number of friends falling ill increases

even though the reason I'm hiding at home is because I've a better (worse?) chance of death if I get it

But there's nothing I can do about it either way... I hate feeling powerless

Okay this is the week I transition from "going feral in quarantine" to just becoming sad and lonely and depressed. I know I'm not *really* in a bad position, all considered, but all the emotional processing I put off for the last few weeks is hitting now

Plus due to the two month interruption to laser, I'm watching progress get undone on my face which is Not Great for usually fairly under control dysphoria

What if we kissed... at the funeral for British prime minister Boris Johnson after he died from coronavirus... and we were both girls 😳