Sad covid19 vent post
Okay this is the week I transition from "going feral in quarantine" to just becoming sad and lonely and depressed. I know I'm not *really* in a bad position, all considered, but all the emotional processing I put off for the last few weeks is hitting now
Plus due to the two month interruption to laser, I'm watching progress get undone on my face which is Not Great for usually fairly under control dysphoria
Sad covid19 vent post
And then like... I feel guilty for being able to hide at home whilst slowly the number of friends falling ill increases
even though the reason I'm hiding at home is because I've a better (worse?) chance of death if I get it
But there's nothing I can do about it either way... I hate feeling powerless
