Skwurl @skwurl@cybre.space

OH: "I am with all these 22 year olds and they are all clearly on their first worldview"

Why do I do these things to myself?

About a week ago, I wondered if the members of ABBA ever slept with each other outside of their canonical pairings and now I am researching to what extent Poland's decline in foreign currency reserves can be pinned on buying ABBA albums and its effect on its economic issues in the late 70s.

It is a beautiful day to procrastinate on necessary adulting paperwork by playing stardew valley.

The ups finally ran out of power. No more beeps; but back to sleep.

I want to sleep in; but power has failed and the ups keeps beeping at me.

Adolescent ostriches are awkward and cowardly; but kind of cute.

Going to go see some adolescent ostriches!

Eggs benedict for breakfast! And asparagus! And waffles!

My partner really loves to cook.

Follow up: sleep over has happened and we are off to bed now. My hair is french braided and we used facial mask thingies and spoke of the beauty of girls you see on the bus.

Tomorrow we are going to make eggs benedict!

Sent an email to myself a year from now to tell myself to quit if I am still unhappy at work next year.

Tomorrow night my anchor partner's girlfriend's girlfriend is coming over to spend the night because while she has a date with her girlfriend, her girlfriend isn't feeling up to having her stay the night and her husband is having a sleep over date with his boyfriend and she always feels left out sleeping alone.

So the three of us are going to make popcorn and braid each other's hair and talk about cute girls.

I just chopped up a perfect 🥑 avocado. I am depressed today; but I am trying to focus on the little positives.

I was lying in bed after work, just being depressed and my partner set the hammock up and coaxed me out to it, so I could lie under the blue skies and the flowering trees. It didn't cure the depression; but it helped.

It has dawned on me how unpleasant my Tuesday is going to be. I have a mandatory fun activity with coworkers. Outside. They are urging sunscreen, sun hats and refillable water bottles.

I do not handle the sun. When I was a small skwurl I would just straight up pass out in the sun. Now I get migraines.

I am going to have to be so careful not to trigger an attack. And I am going to have to be a poor team player. And I hate that work is putting me in this position.

Good night cybre-nauts; remember that the world is filled with beautiful things and you personally are among them.

I saw so many really beautiful flowers today. And many happy doggos.

It was a good day.