semkitten @semkitten@cybre.space

stone ocean opening is awesome

you know, i have a lot of problems with social media but i think the worst of them is the fact i cant do friends properly. fuck my life i cant talk to people

i reallly like paramore

who wants to be my friend

yes, i have been watching jesus christ superstar, after quiting church cause a lot of people there were too much toxic for being with.

for real, i will not deny the charity that the church do for the world. this is something that at least can be ok but still... story of Jesus tell so much about love and self sacrifice for the good of other people, but fanatics just think about hate and discrimination. At least, on my experiation. i hope i'm not generalizing. (but i think im doing that)

honestly, i dont know if people will agree with what i'm about to say but... i dont understand why the catholic church is so fucking shit when the story if jesus, for me, is beautiful and there is a lot to learn there.

my computer is on a state that no one knows what its problem, it just works when it wants to.

maybe i should pet it a little bit

struggling with college, predictable

all my money on beautiful clothes

In which way what i write here can make a difference to me or someone?

i have the logic with python, i dont even have knowledge about oop though. what should be my next step or things i could do?

i dont like python @_@

semkitten.com back, maybe i will do something funny

im failing at that btw

good*

i'm trying to get a degree on software engineer. is that god?

its all fine in semkitten land, guys. its aaaaall fine...

and i cant avoid that this is all self pity and i'm being a shit person even when i just want to avoid my problems and addictions

all my friends are angry with me because i'm abusing my medicine with alcohol, and now they are really worried and angry with me because of it.

i'm feeling really bad about it but how can i avoid being a fucking, idk, is junkie the word i could use for that? i just cant hold the desire of taking too much rivotril and drinking after that.

pls save me, its not possible this is all my responsibility. can someone save me from this? i dont want self destruction but i cant avoid it