Fen/棻 @rum_and_tea@cybre.space

"Oh, you go to X? / major in Y? You must be smart."

Me: *googles nanojoule to check if it legitimately exists because it sounds fake*

@info seems to be down? :"

also felt this back when i purchased a queer indonesian novel (autographed!). maybe it's the fact that now i have money to spend on things my family wouldn't approve of?? that might be it hahahahahha

i put in a small amount of money into webtoons some time back and the fact that i paid for a bit of art made me feel like an adult more than that time i got my first actual paying job (with a contract, an income taxed by the govt, and everything)

she shouldn't have needed to make up the whole mountain hiking thing (binging naruto on break? 100% understandable) but at any rate. i get it.

lately my attention span has been occupied by webcomics ... now i get why one of my best friends told everyone that she was "currently hiking, thus slow to respond to your messages" even though in reality she was busy binging naruto

i've been kinda missing cybre but also at the same time i don't have much of an attention span anymore

review on complex analysis: my relationship with cauchy's theorem is a slow burn enemies-to-lovers

not saying that the BPJS is perfect or anything and it is indeed true that many would be more careful with hospital fees hanging over their heads, but still. bizarre. and such a bold take with anecdotal evidence.

"Indonesians have bad habits and don't take care of their own health because they know the govt will pay for even their mere colds and fever" is such a bizarre take against BPJS

life really hurts sometimes

i'm not built to witness one, never mind TWO suicide attempts in my life

ugh not this kind of bathroom discourse passing past me again while i was browsing ................... how come these people are more scared of the *gasps* transwomen than, SAY, the cishet men

i've always thought myself as able-bodied but today i reflected that 1) i have a balance disorder, 2) which causes me to ... fall around a lot and occasionally just ... struggle, and 3) as an effect i am particularly affected by the accessibility of ... places. while technically i am still able-bodied (my disorder isn't that debilitating) perhaps i'm not as able-bodied as i used to think.

gosh i miss my ex

it's not just english fanfiction, is what i'm most excited about; you see it a lot for indonesian fanfiction, as well. it's the most "mainstream" instance of fedi i've ever seen.

the instance of fedi i see most often in mainstream-ish spaces, i think, is write . as, interestingly. often used for fanfiction.

kind of scary and nice how easy moving around my money is. got a bill for a project component i ordered just as i was leaving class, opened the banking app while i was walking and right before i stepped out of the campus the money's already all sent lol.

crying and he's just going to keep telling me he's okay when he obviously isn't if he knew ... but it isn't like he knew? lowkey feel bad for crying but if a friend attempting suicide isn't enough of a justification to cry then what is

friend attempted it, thank god he was saved in the emergency unit and is now willing to get professional help, but also god i don't think i will be all right the rest of this week

they really get offended by everything don't they