goodnight michiganders @raphael@cybre.space

Read a book! 📚📖 It’s good for your brain 🧠 😌

Make with what you have:
2tbs butter
5 spoonfulls of sour cream
3 packets of Parmesan cheese (the type you get at pizza joints)
Salt pepper garlic powder to taste
Any pasta (I used spaghetti)
Chicken if you want

Its REALLY GOOD

Here is my zine site, one zine has been posted already. Hope you can enjoy.
CW lotta flashing images, other cws posted on main page:

https://cybresomatic.neocities.org/

Anxiety night with the bois!!!

*in this shirt voice* im gay, im gay, im a homo, im a homo

this lives in my head rent free and honestly i dont mind (nsfw in link)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dy9Qghfjzlo

gee, my goal of wanting to lose weight is surrounded by a lot of shame.

i really wanna be buff enough to beat up anyone who wants to try me though. thats not shame thats self defense.

like literally being called irrational because i dont like carrots or being called silly because i insist on eating meals instead of just enough calories to survive also contributes to that. idk.

i feel so stuck most of the time because i cant just, eat like a normal person who doesnt have texture issues. and i hate feeling stuck and i hate looking at myself in the mirror and thinking my chronic pains might go away if i lose weight but not having a guarantee to that. i wanna be fit and have muscles and just idk.

im really scared to like start the process of losing weight and id love to share it with the world either on here or on tiktok or idk some other aspect online but theres so much like neg online about losing weight and how i shouldnt or shaming me for being fat and existing and wanting to lose weight. like those people who take pics of fat people at the gym. idk.

theres just a serious issue with my textural problems. like i can barely eat toast bc of that. fuckin toast. dont get me started on applesause. like i feel like i have literally no control over that bc its my brain doing a fuck and like, it feels also so condescending when doctors and people shit on me for not being able to control my textural problems with food.

i have such a bad relationship with food. i always was like if i didnt have to eat to survive i wouldnt. and its bc of my size and just the shame people have imposed on me.