You, finding relevant citations for your dissertation: I am making progress on my dissertation. me, an intellectual: Camus' essay The Myth Of Sisyphus is a relevant mathematical text to the foundations of mathematics; The Math of Sisyphus
Unironically, this has got in the way of getting any work done. Philosophy of Mathematics is so immature and tried distancing itself from "capital-p Philosophy" after stealing formal logic and it doesn't work.