Stabatha 🏴 @mirzaba@cybre.space

@mirzaba
where i do all my main posting

@mirzaba
where i drop my art and development logs and musings sometimes

@mirzaba
where i am now going to clear my head

@stabatha
currently inactive, i want to turn it into a trans experience blog. rocket if you see this please remind me to do this or something im so swamped :(

@mirzaba this is my backup for if cybre is gone or i leave it, main 2.0 so to speak. im a mod there

@mirzaba
this is where i post videos

proud of myself

#mastoart #b3d #blender

my semi-outdated homepage
spiralux.neocities.org/

last year i made bad twine games, you can find them here https://spiralux.itch.io/

sometimes I dump essays here
https://mirzaba.dreamwidth.org/

my portfolio is here
https://www.artstation.com/spiralux

this account is better than my main
gamemaking.social/@mirzaba

peertube
https://dialup.express/accounts/mirzaba/videos

youtube
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCh2vu9nwm4JO1TUghF6Q_5A

a reminder im open to commissions and offer flexible pricing fit to what you want

here are some examples of my art

always looking for $ cause i dont have a job. if you want something like this art here then hit me up. i have no fixed prices cause it depends on what im making so basically just ask what you would want and i'd be able to figure out a proper cost. ideally i update my examples soon cause i wanna focus on doing characters. I know the market isn't good for anything besides characters and pixel art. Also willing to export stuff to like, secondlife and stuff.

what if one day jeff dunham joined the fediverse

additionally, how does pirated d3 run on wine?

i tried to play diablo 2 again and i just got sad... is it possible to pirate diablo 3? i heard its locked behind some online DRM that restricts even pirated copies to only the first act

me and my brother are making fun of how eifie says rut beer instead of root beer

ive never been to oovoo javer

why does cinnamon-screensaver eat so much memory

immediately after i get home my mom comes out and ruins a nice conversation between us siblings, forces me to do her chores because shes a lazy piece of shit, interrogates us, and then tells us to devote all of our attention to her because "its her fathers day too". eat shit you fucking parasite abuser

My dad is considering doing a program where you help out kids in need part of the month or something. So fucking funny to want to do that but then ignore the lifetime of me and my siblings being purposefully neglected, gaslit, and deprived of support, usually to "teach us a lesson". Go to hell bitch, pay for my trans health needs.

ancestry sites reinforce and condition white peoples minds so that they're more malleable to white nationalism. this comes in two broad ways.

the first is the obvious, "oh i have common ancestry with these great white heroes of culture and whatever the fuck, being me, a boring white shithead, is special"

the second is "um actually i can be as racist as i want because i'm 1% native american and 2% african"

ancestry is bullshit. more like.. incestry huehueheu

the only time to be skeptical of wu in general is if someone is trying to sell you something. some people DO try to sell you on a bunch of bullshit, but feng shui is a home philosophy that requires no money to put to practice. and what you get out of it goes a very very long way.

ive come full circle and have embraced feng shui because of insight from taoist philosophy, which is to say, whether or not it is a spiritual reality, if there is something true in the poetry and concept, it's best to try to observe these things. and it's very true that a room with flow eases the mind and body. feng shui is more an approach to have a space in harmony with the harmony you seek in the self, you know. basically, feng shui was always cogent, its why its not dead.

I've changed my mind on Marie Kondo with help from my partner who talked some sense into me. She's not a minimalist and minimalist white ppl hate her. Her philosophy is a lot more sensible and not so much based on trashing potentially sentimental shit, just moreso finding a way to make it work that is organized if you must keep the sentimental items.

i have a very abusive family and live with my abusive mom who has already made this day about herself and is using it as an excuse to drain all of my emotional energy because i am her punching bag. I'm on better terms with my dad now, and I'm going to go do something with him today with my siblings. But it's still painful and I wish I didn't have to. Neither of my parents deserve my love and have irreparably hurt me. These holidays are cruel and painful.

@mirzaba
where i do all my main posting

@mirzaba
where i drop my art and development logs and musings sometimes

@mirzaba
where i am now going to clear my head

@stabatha
currently inactive, i want to turn it into a trans experience blog. rocket if you see this please remind me to do this or something im so swamped :(

@mirzaba this is my backup for if cybre is gone or i leave it, main 2.0 so to speak. im a mod there

@mirzaba
this is where i post videos

in fact, osamu tezukas secret furry stash is tame. its sexy mouse furries. and like.. a snake that has a semi-human face and boobs. the snake is so like... oh my god... so funny. poor man needed to get in contact with some scalies cause they figured out how to anthropomorphize snakes properly.

osamu tezukas secret furry stash is real

i hate free speech. i wanna destroy america by turning it gay. and i also eat kitkats the wrong way purely for the thrill of bothering people