So I'm nonbinary. I id as nonbinary femme. It's cool. It's acknowledging my inherent femininity even when masc, and stops me from ig being a woman. Everything I wanted I stopped myself from getting and Woman felt like my fake role. Bc this is who I am- a nonfemale femme doing her best to be ME. I am not a woman, I'm a lord who intoxicates others. Perhaps with a look alone.
I swear she's like a cat with a laser pointer when she talks about them. Just focused, efficient. Pokemon Professor Margo.
I really love that. I love her because she's right for me and I welcome these paradigm changes.
I was once too naive to realize the joys in idling because I inflated it with laziness and failure. Even now I rarely feel at peace when I have valid reasons not to be active.. But it's def getting better bc of my girl. Because even though there's inherently fear in my heart that I won't learn the things I should whenever I slow down, just being with her is really relaxing and rejects those feelings
I am gay. I like writing, FE3H, and NOT having cancer. Only two of the three are possible rn.