Very worth a read. Thread about RSD which perfectly describes my experiences.
I'm not doing very well lately.
I shouldn't have to struggle to be taken seriously or treated well. I deserve better than to be discarded. I deserve to be loved and included and I don't feel like I'm getting that.
She used to love me and she just stopped one day and I don't know what I did wrong or how I get her to love me again… It's probably just over. No breakup, no official declaration, just one day I wasn't good enough and that was that.
depression, meds, +
My living situation up until about a month ago was so bad that I had to start taking loads of anti-depressants to give me the ability to push through it, but now that I'm on the other side of it I'm realizing just how much they fucked up my ability to think and focus.
I've been off my meds for about four days now and I've gotten more hobby-work and self-caring done in those four days than I have in the past four months. Glad they got me through the worst of things, but I'm also glad to discover I don't need them anymore (I sincerely hope!).
I had a date with Tam today! We ended up spending a while on her island chilling out, and then I invited her over to mine. I just got the museum unlocked, but hadn't actually gone inside yet, so I thought it'd be a cute date activity.
I was not even prepared for how beautiful the new museum is. Tam and I must have spent like half an hour or more just wandering around the exhibits and enjoying how beautiful everything is.
All said we spent like two hours playing and then another hour just catching up on the phone. It was so nice to have such a positive interaction with my recent ex.
Some improv mountain dulcimer for y'all.
Hi, I'm Lindar K. Greenwood.
I make music.
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