hurk ☢ @hax@cybre.space

Might need to accelerate finding someone to help me out for the first couple days after……

So, surgery consult on Tuesday. Shit is finally moving?

My 3rd ride and I already don't feel like dying afterward. That was fast.

because I somehow kept all the servers that were failing at work still online, my boss didn't notice the nervous breakdown I had on Friday...

Yeah just go ahead and dismiss my pain/suffering because its the result of injuries that will never fully heal and not a chronic illness. I'm apparently not suffering -enough-

Then there was that one telegram chat I was in where everyone had a partner/spouse other than me and I just short circuited.

The fun act of having to unfollow/leave discord servers because another friend got top surgery before me and I don't want to lash out at them.

as we all know, red dragons breathe right-channel audio, white dragons breathe left-channel audio, and yellow dragons breathe video.

Limsa Lominsa chat on Cactuar is now Barrens chat.

Guess I misjudged that friendship. Just going to stop trying to play that game with them.

my tiny apartment has always been overwhelmingly cluttered and I struggle to keep the esssential areas clean

I don't know how long I can keep up trying to live life with practically zero support. The dam is going to break some day.

EVE Online really wants to make sure the first 5 people who subscribed to the game get that best experience possible at the cost of everyone else...

I think my gender is actually sharp pointy teeth and fangs...

I'd love to have someone to ride with someday...

Not a lot of people know how serious I am about bicycling, it just rarely comes up in conversation with most of my friends.

Like, secondary only to electronics in time/resources spent.

My body is screaming at me for doing this

The color is perfect though