I started doing a couple of tarot spreads after @tj very kindly sent me a deck and they keep telling me to chill tf out and stop synthesizing problems and I feel very seen.
My need to qualify this to strangers on the internet is not a particularly self-serving trait.
My conscious thought tells me that I don't care but my emotional brain is apparently worried about being misrepresented.
I ask it "who fucking cares" and the answer is always "you do apparently".
@trhr I'm honestly more concerned about why I care about things that I don't want to care about and how to stop :P