I started doing a couple of tarot spreads after @tj very kindly sent me a deck and they keep telling me to chill tf out and stop synthesizing problems and I feel very seen.
I don't really believe in "fortunes" but I do believe in the use of ritual, symbolism and randomization to catalyze the decision-making process and as a tool to manifest intent into reality.
My need to qualify this to strangers on the internet is not a particularly self-serving trait.
My conscious thought tells me that I don't care but my emotional brain is apparently worried about being misrepresented.
I ask it "who fucking cares" and the answer is always "you do apparently".
Music on random always freaks me out. Tarot rocks, get good enough at readings and you can make money off it.
There's some good stuff on youtube.
@SometimesCarkeys @trhr I wanna get good but only for me and my friends - part of the reason I got into occultism is because I needed a hobby that wasn't anything like my job :)
Quit your job!
Slack off!
Send $35 to the Church Of The Subgenius today!
@grimmware eh, i said we were judging you, not that you should care.
@trhr I'm honestly more concerned about why I care about things that I don't want to care about and how to stop :P
@grimmware we're silently judging you.