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I have a lot of social anxiety and stuff.
I like it when people reply to my toots, but I am often unable to reply back, or engage in conversation.
Interacting is enjoyable but exhausting. I know my limits and when to disengage so feel free to at me, but please don't take it personally if I just reply with a fav. <3
It's ok to fav my sad posts and such if we've been mutuals for a while, I'll interpret it as a show of empathy/support.
Hello, I make dark, gothic electronic music. you can listen to it here https://anne-eris.bandcamp.com/
it is usually tinged with industrial experimentation and sometimes goes into full on noise but the vast majority is melodic and fairly chill.
The most prominent influence on my music is Coil, so that's kinda where it's at.
after 4 years of hardship and perseverance, my sad & gay self-titled synthpop LP is done and available for pre-order!! 1 dollar gets you the tracks "Omnifeel" and "I Think I Have a Problem" and a link to the full album on Dec. 1st! pls spread the word https://nickyflowers.bandcamp.com/album/nicky-flowers
oh, I got it working!
got the gamecube controller and it's bad (cheap 3rd party).
but it works and loading GC iso files on the Wii works.
now I just need to figure out why I can't seem to load games from this HDD, the 32 gig usb stick doesn't really cut it.
oh good, the person who had made this mystery appointment had just made a mistake so that was no problem.
oh sweet, my old winter coat is still good.
I'll probably need new boots though.
I am a shining ribbon, a moon's breath parting oceans of blood and porcelain.
(by the implacable and wonderful @eris)
damn, it feels like KeePass is just randomly forgetting passwords
oh no I'm on Mandarake but I need my money for Necessary Things.
good morning, Patlabor is very good.
good news everyone!
turns out the cpu fan wasn't the only one making Bad Noises.
oh well, the other fans are easy to replace... might be the psu though.
it's probably time to replace that anyway soon.
the noise is not too bad, so I'll get on that next time I have money after I've changed my last name maybe.
I hate computers
my razer drivers got fucked up somehow?
I did expect something to go wrong but.. not that.
bsod when trying to log in to windows, fixed it by disconnecting the usb powering the key light.
Ok, new fan installed and working. Time to plug everything back in.
Oh right. That's why I didn't do this sooner. It's got a backplate.
I'm doing it. I'm replacing the fan.
well, I opened the box and looked at the fan.
that's one step closer to cpu fan replacement.
How could I have missed this amazing song? That ending...
I should make a Jun Togawa playlist listing her songs from "will almost certainly make me cry" to "will probably make me cry"... would be a pretty long list though.
Vampillia & Jun Togawa - Lilac (The Divine Move, 2014)
Trans, gay, dog mom, autistic, asocial, music maker, horror fan, lazy goth.
She/her, 38, Eng/Swe.
Hugs always ok if we're mutuals, boostable toots are ok to boost.
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