cybre (ghost) ebeth @ebeth@cybre.space

hey hey it's an updated #introductions

i'm ebeth, i'm a #librarian living in southeast michigan. i love all types of #gameing / #gaming including #videogames #boardgames #miniatures and #ttrpg / #penandpaper (incl #dnd)

i have a few #chronicillness things which i always CW (#hashimotos and #celiac along with your regular ol' #anxiety and #depression).

i have a #cat and am learning #tarot. i'm also into #sports, especially #soccer and #hockey

i read mostly #sff and have been getting back into #comics

(don't look at my history of bad toots you are only authorized to read the good ones thank you for your understanding)

you know how sometimes you fall asleep in a strange place and when you wake up it takes a few seconds to remember where you are? i've been having that, but like fully awake in the middle of the day

i don't love it

a lot of the bad brain stories i have from the past week or so come off as kind of ditzy-cute when i tell the story but it's actually pretty fucking scary not having a handle on your memory/cognitive ability

i've had brain fog before but this has easily been the worst of those experiences

just got an email from my therapist because i forgot that i hadn't cancelled our regular appts, just the one

then called my SO because i forgot that him saying he picked up my prescription was a message not irl and i couldn't find the pill bottle and he was like "uh i'm still on my way home"

cannot fucking wait until i'm getting enough oxygen to my brain again

oh right also life update: i don't have details yet but it's a big ol' iron deficiency

gonna get some pills and hopefully be less stupid soon

tbh i think there's something about recurring health problems that always make me want to revisit my middle school self, probably because that's when my health really started to impact my life

but i haven't been feeling well enough for therapy the past couple weeks so like, whatever

update i also got a fishnet shirt

*it's for halloween, okay*