ensign baby face @coleoptera@cybre.space

I posted this on my old .social account but I am still "relating strongly to brian wilson's powerful depressed thot/lifestyle gemini/milkshake goth looks"

Obviously this is probably from reading/writing on a computer screen for too long without a break and I do try to treat it with lying down and applying heat (water bottle or shower) but sometimes even that doesn't do the trick so any other advice would be great

I get this weird tension headache but just on one side of my head, it feels like the muscles that hold the side of my face to my skull are really tight and tender, from around my upper jaw to just above the temple, and sometimes my neck/shoulders feel tight too.

Getting married because the state apparatus does not think being in the same webring is sufficient legal justification for living with someone

most powerful alloy known to man is the sharp piece of tortilla chip that stabs the roof of your mouth

this was... excruciating... but I have written the summary of this episode. Now I have to compare it to existenz, which can't possibly be worse than riker o-face AND wesley romance subplot IN THE SAME EPISODE

like I feel a little shy about this sentence but also cannot think of any other way to put it

I hate that I am writing an academic paper about the episode of Star Trek where they all get hornily addicted to the VR game because, while I do think I have a good analysis of it, it is really unpleasant to actually watch again lol

it feels like it will be so long until I get to see my partner again and even then a bit longer before I'm back in our flat and our usual life, I feel so stuck, it's only been like 3 weeks

this dear prudence letter is kind of funny because the letter writer assumes that bc she feels this way towards the cousin that they must be autistic, when this is how I feel dealing with difficult NT acquaintances and family members

I love the possibilities presented by this speculative art review that posits: what if the MoMA was good? https://nplusonemag.com/online-only/paper-monument/free-your-mind/

I realized I am always feeling guilty that my visible displeasure/indifference at something maybe makes people feel bad but also realized that men probably don't think about this that much

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Like a lot of the humor comes from the indeterminacy of what is the director's actual story and the girl's imagination, especially when all of the failed scripts the director writes are this weird combination of 80s genre tropes and over the top True Crime, of course an adorably sincere young girl wouldn't think about THAT, except maybe she does?!

Like, the metanarrative is that the film is presented as a film about a character who represents and is played by the (irl) director, about him struggling to write a film script, but instead of the actual film script being written by him it's written by the 13 year old girl narrating it? It's funny and charming but also very creepypasta

A striking part of the one book written on John Paizs' Crime Wave (1985) is where the researcher writes about how his process often involved convincing people the film was real because it had hardly been heard of and frankly sounds like something you would make up. He could have easily made it into a creepypasta and have perhaps been more successful