Lee Lozano Impersonator @coleoptera@cybre.space

I posted this on my old .social account but I am still "relating strongly to brian wilson's powerful depressed thot/lifestyle gemini/milkshake goth looks"

*depeche mode playing in background* god I wish my gender was leather jacket keanu reeves on a motorcycle

sighs

21st century minecraft man

niche meme (game studies)

Couples' eXistenZ reviews: http://harmonyzone.org/text/existenz.html

Also was modeling my WKTD shirt earlier today in the snatch of good natural light we get, it rules

Bro I am just

Bro I am just sitting here

Mini gunpla is... fun

I think my supervisor has blocked me for demanding too much emotional labor by expecting him to reply to any of the emails I've sent over the past three weeks

I feel like this would make it more "normal" and maybe easier to read? But also like keeping it simple and connected to basic HTML page roots

Should I center-align my website?

(it's currently aligned left, see emreed.net)

when stephen came home today I asked him if he finished his draft for HIS existenz reveiw yet bc I really wanted to read it. maybe tomorrow

What Buddhism says about attachment is generally accurate because before having a significant relationship I felt like I was pretty nihilistic wrt regarding my own eventual mortality but now it's like... I care about MY life AND another person's? I basically had an anxiety attack. It was really strange. For me it's less the mortifying ordeal of being known and more the terrifying encounter with the end that already exists in all things. 😳

Just banal everyday things with my partner around become so warm and pleasant! Which makes me realize it will be really hard to be without him for even a few weeks/months.

diversity form that allows you to just put in "hidden disability" like, yeah, go ahead, guess??

Just kind of want to know what I'll be doing with my life more than six weeks in advance, a question which is apparently a massive unreasonable imposition to everyone else.

Lmao big depressed!!!!! Nothing feels good!!!!!!

jfgkjghhghghghhghghghgh I need the serotonin I feel like I've done like 20 job applications and only heard back from the five I'm least interested in since my last interview PLEASE someone give me an update