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@chr
me: is it the fundamental nature of Humanity to delve into the depths of one's soul, only to be horrified and appalled by what one finds there? to then layer it in shells of insincere pretense to hide what one believes to be an unfathomable monstrosity?
also me: i should get art of my fursona wearing a visor and surfing the dataflow
@chr I make no attempt to hide the monster within and yet I still feel like a monster.
@chr I haven't really talked about just how crazy I am but suffice it to say: my problems go deeper than anyone imagines.
@chr the former is why I try to never go to bed unless I'm sure I'm sleepy and won't spend hours being alone with my thoughts
@chr when I read this correctly, research shows that introspection is usually quite useless 🙂
@chr have you ever tried meditation? It helps accepting what (one) is, without judgement.
@chr also, meditation makes you see in reality there is no you, as in the person who we describe in the stories we tell ourselves, to begin with.
@chr look at me tooting like the Buddha. I totally suck at meditation and often on days I meditate I'm grumpier than ever. But still it makes me more aware of my environment, senses, my emotions and what causes them.
this isn't a commentary on furries or anything i'm just introspecting