Caspase @caspase@cybre.space

tryna decide if this is the point in my life where I want to stop having an anime avatar

#introduction

Hi! I'm a soon-to-be grad student, finishing up undergrad right now. Some of my interests include:

#science (#genetics #molecularbiology #cellbiology #biochemistry etc.)
#journaling #bujo and #fountainpens
#art
#steinsgate and other anime/manga/VNs
#cats
#animalcrossing

Nice to meet all of you! Please feel free to hmu or recommend people for me to follow!

thinken of making a nsfw account but it's not for like sexy stuff it's for y'all to know my thoughts about how we'd have sex if vaginas were on the front of the body and how I disapprove of people nuttin to sans undertale

and I'm re-learning crochet

I have an apartment now, so there's that

hi I'm still alive

to people who have a good therapist: what did you look for when finding your therapist, or did you just jump from person to person until you found the right one?

I sleep for one minute and y'all are back on your jort brigade

goood morning

I feel like I wasn't like this before and as I got busier my brain learned that working = never getting a break so I had to procrastinate to get any breaks at all. but for all I know that could be some BS I made up to explain why I'm an asshole

I am not sure if this is a form of executive dysfunction or if I am just extremely lazy and cannot function without some kind of higher-order structure and stress added to my life

I have grown increasingly unashamed of sending authority figures emails at like 1 AM

the only thing that motivates me to get things done is that I'll wait until the end of the day feeling bad about it all day long and realize if I don't get it done today I'll put it off until the end of the day tomorrow. this is why most of my emails are sent at like midnight

does anyone else ever get too confused because there are so many posts on your TL that require background information

a journal/blog I make that's specifically dedicated to random, esoteric and completely harmless things that I disapprove of

example: I don't like desserts that are made up of multiple desserts or too many flavors. like please take your caramel reeses peanut butter cup snickers mocha brownie ice cream somewhere else, I will not tolerate that in my household

why do cats gotta be so fluff

no fear

what if I'll make no friends and be utterly alone in my new town/grad school cohort

one fear

what if I'll be completely incompetent and will have to drop out before even a year of being in my program

two fears