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I am hoping the presence of a higher % of classes I am actually actively excited about will be the counterbalance for "lol 9 hours of labs <3"

spring quarter I will have 9 hours of labs (outside classroom time) but I will have gotten object oriented programming, calc 2 and physics 2, and all of my humanities credits, out of the way the previous quarter.

Compared to the beginning of the quarter, I am currently having a way, way easier time learning and applying brand new concepts in calc. This is week 8/10, so that's a good sign. In the ECE department you take Calc 1-3 and Physics 1-3 freshman year, so I definitely have my work cut out for me

I can't wait to have calc squared away. Once I understand all of these fundamentals, I am going to be freakin' unstoppable.

@deletescape "cool brain" is my new favorite term, I think.

I've never seen any of your faces but I know whether you leave "I" as "i" or whether or not you write massive stream-of-conciousness run-ons like I do. So that's what you "look" like to me. It's kinda cool.

Okay I looked back at my previous posts and I actually capitalize way more than I thought. Maybe it's because on IRC and matrix and discord and whatever I'm always in lowercase. I don't know, I'm always flipping between the two, and I haven't been able to figure out why they "sound" different. But they do.

Maybe it's because my head is working a bit better. The congestion is slowly starting to settle. Capitalization is the contrast to the lowercase brainfog.

Not sure why but I thought it might be fun to mix things up. What does punctuation and capitalization use *say* about a netizen? Probably nothing. So I'm gonna capitalize for a bit.

I think I might start talking with capitalization again

just realized that in the 17776 universe, trump got reelected

y'know weed probably *would* positively impact my chronic pain and whatever but I'm just not a fan of altering my state of mind with shit. not even with caffeine. not my style. no hate to those who feel otherwise though.

MY GOOD CHRISTIAN MOTHER

my mom came to visit me and took me out to lunch. I'm sittin there and said "yeah I just wish I could calm down, it would make the workload a lot easier". she looks at me dead in the eyes and said "maybe you should smoke some weed. don't tell anyone I said that" and then my little sister sits down and says "what happened" and my mom was like "nothing :)"

so for the record I really do not plan on smoking any weed but What the Fuck

"looks like a BRIDGE of some sort"

the english-speaking dudes in squid game are so funny