It just sends me back to how hopeless I felt when I was searching for HRT the first time. Why do doctors treat drug-seeking behaviour as some sign of impiety when we need these drugs to live?
It just reminds me that my doctor is in a position of power over me since this is the only (legal) way to get hormones by body literally needs since it doesn't produce any others.
They clearly did this so I would accept the appointment when they called me. I've made my appointments in the past I don't get why they had to do it this way. It feels so agressive.
Being send to camh and waiting for 4 years isn't going to make sense. at least I got my hormones elsewhere before then because they sure don't prescribe them (despite what literally every family doctor seems to think)
Being stuck on a waitlist for like 2 years is never going to make sense
like it would just come on the radio and ppl would be like "nice rick astley" but now it's forever the "rickroll song"
obsessed with the idea that prior to like, 2006 this song was just a normal song with no anomalous cultural connotation
is it gay to be possessed by an abstract concept
I meant to say closure and not catharsis but whatever
indeed I am
I do lots of random stuff because my brain has too many chemicals inside of it. 1994 ⚧