Galactic Bishounen @SpaceBoyfriend@cybre.space

tune into spaceboyfriend AM for melancholy & idiocy

there are days i forgot what I started as and what I'm becoming

i meant gender identity but gid is apparently a disease and like, same

my favorite thing about my GID is that there are days where I forgot where I started and where I ended up and i exist without context or form or maybe im disassociating

my moms visiting and i cant actively figure out what is real right now

ah spaceboyfriend..... i can see you are generating massive amounts of big dick energy..... as always

matt smith as the doctor is a space boyfriend. no other doctor is for the record

wow id date that cook. more like chef boyf-ardee

I need to better established Space Boyfriend's personality. All I have is that he's a sad gay, which is the overarching theme of all my forms

this is where Space Boyfriend has been lately

being alive sucks

I was given this by @VOID because they're the best

None of you figured out how to separate yourself from the things you are not. You find out you're a thing and then you always were that thing, or always will be, until you get bored of it and are another thing. You have to be the things you simultaneously are/are not if you want to survive

my body looks like a goblin. i hate it. thanks

being a boy and thus also a boyfriend and especially being from space is a genderneutral thing. all things are gender neutral inside me because all things inside me get neutralized

i should write stories about space boyfriend. space boyfriend and the cosmic free love. space boyfriend in: Perfect Gay Hell. space boyfriend from the planet of the boyfriends

this body is not a space that exists, nor could exist, all cosmic dust and memory and love, all things I do not have in my truer forms. and were I to manifest this it would be weaponized against me, as i have mentioned before

that is why I am banished to here, perfect gay hell

its just extra upsetting because I've been writing poetry for NaPoWriMo and just constantly thinking about how im never going to be satisfied or comfortable with my sense of self

all i literally said was "ive been thinking about they/them" and this fuck is like "shout out to all my trans nb friends i cant name them all but here are two" like i dunno. if someone says they use they, even if if you're an ally or another nb or whatever you shouldn't publicly talk about another persons queerness

Love how the second I talk about my gender identity to someone, even in a brief passing, they decide to scream it to the fucking world

there is a very specific kind anxiety i have about the space i take up (physically, socially, emotionally, etc) where it starts to feel like im being torn to shreds by warm static