Extra Spooky Anne @Eldritch_Horrorgirl@cybre.space

no spoons for draw today

"hear about Terry? Got that virus that's going around- the one with the mouths and shit"
"my dog got that the other week;wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy"

Did some doodling, drew a #MEATPUNKS meat mech. She got hands to spare!

I'm not sure why I still have a masto tbh
just makes me feel more isolated from people when I check it

also no images are loading for me right now is that a known issue?

we had to use all our back up money, including what we had built up on a credit card that is, at this rate, never going to be paid off because of the fees and interest
I've had to get high to push away the panic attack I've been having for the past five hours about scarcity and money and the trap of poverty

people started panic buying here (nz) yesterday, which is unfortunate because today is the day we get paid and order groceries
There is no delivery slot open until wednesday, and half of our normal groceries were out of stock, so we've had to go out (breaking self isolation) and buy $200 EXTRA just to ensure we will have enough
there aren't even shortages, just people panic buying because they're panicky
so now we have to overspend and stock up just to have enough
I've never lost faith in people faster, but now I know I cannot trust my neighbour, or any other people in the city
they would snatch the bread from my mouth just to make sure they had more than enough

*looks at list of covid 19 symptoms* shit that's just what I'm like waking up

dealing with super fatigue atm, and sadly since masto is one of the things that takes a fair bit of mental energy (what with the interacting and the thinking critically and all), I've sorta been neglecting this place.

I'm so tired I can't tell if it's out of touch thursday, fingers in his ass friday, or energy sword sunday anymore....

I've been so tired for so long I don't even know what day it is now
don't get sick when you're already chronically ill, lil' pro tip.