Follow
I am exceptionally not ready to have to switch into ON mode tomorrow am and Be On for half a month straight but
maybe being forced to is gonna be the thing I need?
The now's pretty shit but I could get used to this delightful anticipation
Feels like I've shed off a crusty skin. Cocoon. Shell. Something. Like everything I was has either been lost or broken or stolen or burned. And the burning remains are only reaching a smoulder now
but the soil's already richer
this whole place and space is really breaking down but even with all the shit going sideways and things going wrong I'm..
Not only am I not spiraling. I'm actually *very* excited for what's around the corner! Like, enthusiastically hopeful and optimistic?