SHit I love hte idea of a reberthing god as technology (doing an #intoxicated continuation of American Gods and GottaGush Sorry) (maybe new account for this?)
Feels like I've shed off a crusty skin. Cocoon. Shell. Something. Like everything I was has either been lost or broken or stolen or burned. And the burning remains are only reaching a smoulder now
but the soil's already richer
this whole place and space is really breaking down but even with all the shit going sideways and things going wrong I'm..
Not only am I not spiraling. I'm actually *very* excited for what's around the corner! Like, enthusiastically hopeful and optimistic?
And now it sounds like my offer to help (w something that really shouldn't need it) has without my knowledge sprraled into buying extra plane tickets and lost weekends and *twelve hours* of driving minimum just to get my additional hands present instead of remote for a few hours
A surprise six hour drive to virginia is not what I wanted to hear was now waiting for me today. The only day in
Months I've been able tho truly set asside for digging myself out of my garbage dump. And after pounding all the redbull to stay up and do it onlyeto have to now sleeep, fail to because duh, and sleep in where I've got barely time to get ready...
kik, horny
I only logged on to gush about these sick as hell chicken winges with my good pal, *CHAD*, and not gush on cam about the fifty shitty dickpiks ya shot I haven't gtten to yet.
kik, horny
Fuckity fucklesause n cheese That was like the One app I had all my fet/ph/etc chatter on
I just feel better keeping that network of accounts in their own... ecosystem? Contained in a way that lets me engage it at will, as opposed to bleeding in alongside friends in what's often my main line to some of them. Even just alongside idle chitchat.
Leaving the husk of what would have been a *perfectly fine* coin system just adds salty insult to injury 😭
IT LITERALLY REFUSES TO START UNLESS I GIVE IT FILESYSTEM AND LOCATION RIGHT OFF THE BAT HAHAHAHA
Semi-lucid cyborg wannabe
imported from US to Sydney
imported from Web to Embedded C
less of a hot mess, more like a lukewarm disaster